Ye post 6606 ward ka hai (07-01-2021)
(1 baje se 4 baje tak) 😔
Dear preeti : me (ravi Kashyap) aaj mai tumko wah sab batana chahta tha jo ki mai fil karta hu.
15 feb 2020 ko maine tumpar coll kiya tha. Jo ki usase pahle bhi mai tumko like katha tha. Tumko yaad hoga ki (15 feb) se pahle karib 20,25,din pahle jab tum (missan hospital) me study karti thi tab mai waha bhi jata tha par ye tumko nahi pata tha aur jab mai tumhare ghar ke aas, pass bhi gumta tha tab sayad tum mere bare me kuchh nonis ki thi.
Aur uske 20,25 din bad (15-02-2020)ko jab mai coll kiya tha to tumse karib (1 months) ke ass pass bat hui thi.
Aur jab tumse 15-02-2020 ko mai pahli bar coll kiya tha to mujhe achhi trah pata hai ki ham dono ne karib (1 ghante ) ke aas pass bat kiye the. Tumko yad hoga jab mai aur mere dost log tumhari friend ,oska name to nahi yaad aa raha but vah tumhari friend thi saayad uska name (Namrita Maurya) tha. Mujhe achhi tarah se yaad nahi aa raha but saayad (Namrita ya Amrita) tha jo bhi raha hoga.
To ham sab usase help lene ke liye usase bate kiye the oh bhi dar gai thi ki ye sab kaun hai.
Par ham log usse bas do word kiye the jo ki tha (tum preeti ki dost ho mujhe preeti ka name chahiye) bas ham sab sayad yai do saval kiye aur bhag gai😜.
Aur vah bhi dar gai thi kuchh boli bhi nahi thi mai bhi yahi chahata tha ki vah jakar tumko bataye aur tumhe pata ho ki mai tumko kitna like 😚 karta hu.
Lekin aisa bad me pata chala mujhe ki tumko batai ti ki ladke mujhase tumhare bare me bat kar rahe the. Pahle laga tha ki hov q nhi batai tumhe 🤔 .
Par jab mai tumse bat karne laga tha tab tum batai thi ki tum mere friend (Namrita) se kuch bole the tab jakar mujhe malum bada ki vah ladki tumse batai thi ki ham log usase jo bat kiye the. To mujhe bahot acha laga tha. Ki chalo tumko pata to chala ki mai kitna tadap raha tha tumse bat karne ke liye. Aur mai bahot khush🥰 hua tha Namrita ne tumhe bata diya tha.
Par tum mujhase ye puchhi ho ki tum sab meri friend ko kuch bole the to maine kaha ha.
Fir to tumhara itna gussa 😠 intaaaaaa😡😡😡😡😡
Gussa aaya tha mai ekdam se dar gya tha ki ab lagta hai ki breckup 😔 😞 ho jayega abhi abhi hamne bat ki hai aur ek bat par tume inta gussa kar kari ho lag raha tha ab tum call kat kar dogi aur sab khatm ho jayega 😥😥😥😥.
Mai puri tarah se dar gya aur pahle bar tumse jhuth bola tha ki mai nahi mere dost log the.
Ye mere tumse pahli aur akhari bar hi jhut bola tha. Aur fir jakar tum thoda sant hoi thi.
Tab jakar mere dil ko bhi sukun mila tha ab sahi hua ek jhut se.
Tum itna gussa kar rahi thi ki meri ek bat nahi sun rahi ho mujhe jhut bolna hi pada aur us time par mai tumko sorry bola tha bahot bar sorry bola tha tab tum thoda santh hoi thi.
Aur aaj is time (sorry) yani jab "article" likh raha hu us pahli bar jhut bolne ki liye (sorry) h👂kan bakad raha hu maf kar dena
To jab tum santh ho gai thi to Namrita ke bare me bahot kuch batai thi. jo mujhe achhe se yaad hai tum uske bare me batate batate thoda ro 😥 padi thi jada nahi but tomko rona😭 aa gya tha .
Tum uske bare bahooooot sari bate batai thi jo ki mere bhi ankhe 👀 nam ho gai thi 😞
Mai sad fil karne laga tha but bat khat kar di thi vara ham dono apne (Life me namrita ko le kar rone lagte) Aur fir mai tumhe itna pasan karne laga ki uski sab hi nahi. Matlab jab tum dosare ke bare bat kar ke ronaa aa raha to tum mujhase pyaar karne lago gi to kitna achha.
Tab mai tumse bahooooo like karne laga.
Aur ham dona us din bahot sari bate ki tum apne bhai ke bare mebhi bat kari thi aur job ke bare me bhi bat kari aise hi bat karte karte kab 1 dhanta
(1haurs) ho gya pta hi nhi chala.
Vah ham dono ki pahli bar bat hua tha lambe time ke liye fir uske bad thoda thoda hone laga
Q hone laga sayab mai tumhari kuchh jada hi cear karne laga.
( Important👇👇)
Pata hai tumko jab ham log (Trinetra study) me kochin kia karte the sach me tum mere bache me nhi thi.tumhara time 4, baje se 6, baje ka rahta tha aur mera time 2, baje se 4, ka time rahta tha aur us time se hi mai tomko pahli bar dekha tha aur tabhi se like karne laga.
Mai tumhari har bat not karta tha aur tumhe notice bhi karta tha leki mujhase pasle saayad tum mujhe nhi jan pai aur kisi aur ko jan rahi thi vah sab bhi mai dekh raha tha par pata hai na tumpe gussa nahi hua karta tha mai us ladke pe gussa hua karta tha jo ki tumhare pass ata tha tumse bat karta tha.
Par tum mujhe bahot achhi lagti aur tabhi se mai tumhe love 🥰
Karne laga tha us time (12-09-201) se le kar
Aaj ke time (07-01-2021) par mai tumhe pyaar karna hu par badi bat ye hai ki mai tumko bahot bar batane ki kosi kari par kabhi bata nahi paya ki mai tumse kitna pyaat karna hu.
Mai tumhari bahot intzaar kia bahoooot sad 😔 fil bhi kiya par kabhi bata nahi paya. Bas yah sochata raha ki achhi time ane par mai tumko sab bata deta par tumhe khone ke dar se kabhi bata nahi paya 😔 😞
Ki mai tumse kitna pyaar karta hu. Sayad meri yahi galti thi ki sirf tumhe Intzaar kia kabhi bata nhi paya.
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Par mai karta bhi ek tarf tumse bahot pyaar karta tha aur dosri tarf tumhe khone se bhi dartha tha mai bahot kanfiuj tha preeti ki mai tumhe sab bata du ya abhi nahi yahi soch kar kai din, kai months yaha tak 2,3 sal bhi lag gai par ab aur wait nahi kar pa raha tha Preeti is liye mai tumse bat kara chahta hu. Par ab lag raha hai ki bahot let kar diya mai 😔 😔 😥.
Yaar kabhi kabhi tum par bahot gussa bhi ata hai ki kiyu tum meri bat nahi samajh pa rahi ho yr preeti bahot taklif hoti jab aap kisi se pyar karo aur badle apko voh kadar bhi na kare.
Lekin ab aur nahi intzaar kar sakta preeti plz 😴 mera proposal accept karo plz mai bhikh man raha hu tumse ek bar samajhani ki kosis karo.
Mujhe laga ki ab tumhare life me koi aur aa gya hai. Par mujhe koi problem nhi hai agar tum uske sath khush ho to plz plz plz plz 😴😴😴 bata sakti ho mujhe mera dard bhi kam ho jayega aur fir mai tumhe parsan bhi nhi karta.
But preeti ab sayad mai tumse na milu to mujhe lagta hai ki achha hoga .
Janti ho kiyu q ki kuch time pahle mai jab tumse bat karta tha to mai tumko is liye nahi bata paya ki mai tumse kitna pyaar karta. Jo ki us time par (16-09-2020) tumhara fokas cairiyar par tha tumjhse ye bat bayai the ki mai pyaar vaar nhi karni mai love sab ke chakkar nahi padna chahti hu. To usi time par mai tumko apne love ka proposal karne wala tha par nahi kiya socha ki jab tum apna fiuchar ke bare me soch rahi to achi bat h.
Is liye maine socha ki ok thi mai ab nhi bataonga tumhe ki tumse kitna pyaar karta hu.
Aur maine nahi bata aur 1 years ke liye socha wait kar lo.
Mai finali (1year ) ek sal inzaar kiya aur
aaj (07-01-2021) vah din aya jo ki mai tumhe batane vala hi tha par saayad aaj bhi let hu 😞😥.
But, (i love you 😘) mai janta hu ki maine 3 word bolne me pure (2 saal ) laga diya .
Lekin aaj bolna bada par tumhare life me koi aur aa jaya hai is liye
( MAI TUMSE BAHOT DUR JANA CHAHTA HU PREETI) 😔
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