aaj bhee usaka intajaar

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  aaj bhee usaka intajaar

mera naam dev xx hai. yah un dinon kee baat hai jab mein kaksha 7 mein tha. us din ek janavaree tha jab main use baar baar dekha aur bas dekhata hee rah gaya gya. usaka naam aa tha. pata nahin mujhe kya hua bas main use hee dekh raha tha dekha. agale din mainne use khud hee klaas mein dekha aur main pahale baar itana khush hua ki mere se jyaada koee khushanaseeb hee na ho. main use saataveen klaas mein pyaar pyaar lagaaya. main us samay bas 13 saal ka tha par main use bahut pyaar karane vaala tha. shaayad use is baat ka pata tha par kabhee kabhee bhee use kuchh nahin kaha. main darata tha ki agar main use prapoz karunga to vah baat kar rahee band na karade bas bhee dar se mujhe kabhee bhee prapoz nahin kiya. phir ek din usane mujhe apane barthade par inavait kiya aur main us din bahut khush tha. jab main usake ghar ja raha tha to mere raaste mein hee eksident ho gaya aur mujhe bahut chot bhee lagee par main apane paravaah nahin kar rahee ghar par gaya aur vo bhee mujhe dekar bahut khush hua. par jab main use bataya ki mere raaste mein eksident ho gya tha to usane mujhe bahut daanta. jab usane apana barthade kek kata to usake phrends ne usako bahut achchha giphts diya. sabase laast mein main use gipht diya aur gipht tha ring. use rakha rakho. agale din jab vah skool aaee to main usake haathon mein khud ring dekha tha. par main use kabhee bhee prapoz nahin kar paaya. aur vah 2008 mein bangaluru chalee gaee. mainne usake siva aaj tak kisee se pyaar nahin kiya. usake baad 2010 me dillee aa gaya or main usake ghar ghar mil gaya tha. pharst taim usane mera haath pakada. use samay to samajho ki duniya kee har khushee mil gaya ho gaya bahut see baaten kee or use mujhe batao ki main tumase pyaar karata hun aur us samay usane mujhe koee javaab nahin diya. mujhe maaloom hai ki vah pyaar pyaar karata hai par vah abhee tak kuchh nahin kaha jaata hai. mujhe 6 saal ho gae hain main abhee bhee usaka intajaar kar raha hun. main use aaj bhee bahut pyaar karata hun. bas main chaahata hoon ki meree is kahanee ko chhaap kar vah paas tak pahunchane den. main unake ahankaar kabhee nahin bhoolanaanga aur main chaahata hoon ki is vailatains ko mera pyaar mujhe mil jae.